Thursday, February 15, 2007: i feel dry.
have been rather busy with my life in recent days. everyday is just a rushing to and fro, doing this and doing that. i dont really have time to reflect on things anymore, let alone blog about it (my thoughts on things). everyday i wake up at funny hours when my msn contact count is less than the number of fingers you have. life sure is different outside of boarding, nothing seems to be structured anymore. and i dont have periods of nothing to do (seriously nothing) anymore. now when there's nothing to do i find something to do. in boarding when there's nothing, there's nothing. blogging now is not second nature anymore.
i dont know if that is healthy. there isnt any output for my emotions. not that i had any to begin with - nowadays my mind is just a blank.
mmm.
things are going to be different this year. very different. i just hope i can adapt fast and well enough to uni.
and i am excited for uni life. i'm just not sure about the actual work load.
i mean, economic history??
come on :S my history sucks, big time.
i think i need to start to appreciate things in the now, not regret the past and worry for the future. God already led me to the now, and He will prepare the way for the future. i dont have to over think about anything. i need to be living in the now; not wishing to be left in the comfort of what i know, not hoping things will turn out the way i want them to be.
pray for me, as i grapple with the meaning of my existence - God's purpose for my life, and what i can do with His plans for my life.
a shout of praise.
10:26 PM
